Bekaverse

There is no way denying that it was definitly monday today. First off, i went to bed at my normal time and was totally capable of getting up for my eight o’clock class. But i accidently set my alarm for pm not am. so i woke up at 8:40 am; with only 10 minutes left of my class. Then i went through the rest of the day well. My friend in english reminded me of my library research class at five today. so i went home at 2 after my last class. i knew i had to be at the library at 5pm. 5:15 rolls around and i was still sitting on the couch working on stuff. i got so angry at myself. i forgot!!! i never forget! i am turning into my mother!! ahhh!! just kidding.

THEN, I went to work to send an email out asking if anyone can work for me tomorrow night so i can attend another library class. someone called back and said they would work for me if i worked wednesday night. But i asked my friend Matt to work that shift for me too. so anyway, i left and i later text matt to make sure he was going to work on wednesday. a few txt go back and forth and then he calls. He was wondering if those text messages were ment for him. and then i realize i have been sending text messages to the wrong matt. i felt like a idiot, i didnt even realize it was a different matt. i have two Matts in my phone: Matt E and Matt M. so i was sending txt to Matt E when i ment to send them to Matt M. so yeah….i felt so stupid that i didnt realize i was sending them to the wrong person until he called me.
BIGGEST SPAZ RIGHT HERE!!
so later i called the right matt and talked to him and told him my embarassing moment. then that whole conversation i thought it was tuesday. but no…its still monday.
maybe deep down my brain was hoping it was tuesday, so i could be out of this monday mess.

just was not my day.

i have hated being a girl yesterday and today. mainly becuase last night i was angry at my room mate for being angry at me. How stupid is that? Only girls would be that stupid. Plus, i thought it she had a stupid reason for being angry at me. she just took something totally out of context, i guess she cant always understand my sarcasm. sad…. anyways she snapped back at me and got up and left. oh well, what could i do?
this is the part of being a girl that i dont like. stupid emotions. At times i like them, but then when you get those idiotic emotions; thats when becoming a girl sucks.
i better finish…my room mate really wants to know what i am writing. i dont know if i should let her see quite yet. but if she already looks at my post then she will know what i was writing.
GOOD NIGHT!

well my week has been pretty good. especially since my english class was cancelled today. whoo hoo! i dont think that class would be so bad if i liked my teacher, but she is such a witch. she gives good criticism but she delivers it in a very mean way that dosent make you feel good. anyways, i just gotta suck it up. but i still dont like her.

but tuesday was an awesome day. it was my day of treasures. =) i found two amazing things. the first, i was walking home from class and i looked on the side of the walk way in the bushes and found a gigantic praying mantis. i have never seen one so big in my life! it was awesome! it is about 4.5-5 inches long. it is a chinese mantis is which is an introduced species to north america and is the biggest. so i took it to work and now its our pet.

treasure # 2. this one was just as cool! as we were closing up at the museum someone came from upstairs and told us there was a bat! so what do i do?? of course i grabbed one of the gift shops butterfly nets and run upstairs to catch it. it couldnt fly well so it was probably injured. I put in a container, it was a silverd-haired bat. I took it home cuz i wanted to take pictures of it. then i put it on a tree and it just climbed up and i never saw it again…but it was so cute!! that was a good day. =)

why cant i just live in a world free of emotions (except happiness)? where i dont get over-whelmed. where i dont get hurt by other peoples actions. where i dont care what others think. where i dont get homesick. i want a world where i am happy all day long =)

i tell ya, it would be a lot less complicated life for me. but then i guess that would defeat the purpose.

gosh! i am a person that does not do well in heat. so if i am outside i want to come into a nice cool apartment. and i completely understand that in order to cool the apartment it cost money. and i am willing to pay utilities in order to be cool. but my room mates apparently dont feel the same way i do. well i was gone this past weekend so i turned off the a/c because my room mates where out of the town too. but they came home. they turned it back on and i thought all was good. THEN! i come home today and i was hot, i cooled down very little from outside. i am just unpacking (non-strenuous work) and i am sweatn’ up a storm. i decide to look at the thermostat. they had it up close to 80 DEGREES! what the heck! i am supposed to live in that temp! no sane person should have to leave in a house that warm during the summer. when it was set around 73 degrees i was still sweating in my sleep. ugh! if i had no choice i would put up with the warmth, but i dont have too, so i shouldnt have too.

so what i decided to do is to just turn it down again to about 74 degrees. well see how things turn out after this. i will have to confront them about it. i also have a feeling that i am not the DREAM room mate they were planning on. i am carefree, just not when i am sweating a storm. =)

my last big post that got lost i was also venting a little on my new room mates too. because i believe one of my room mates made one of the biggest mistakes she could have while living in college housing…..she bought a treadmill….oh and this isnt some little treadmill, its big. so we had a little problem compromising on where to put it. i came home one day and there was a couch in my way and the treadmill in the middle of everything. (well is like the first thing you would see when you walked in) i was not to keen on that set up. so we ended up compromising.

the last big thing with my room mates it that i feel like the fourth wheel on a three wheeled car (like the one on Mr. Bean). the girls in the other room always have their room shut, they always do things and dont bother to ask me to join them, just stuff like that makes me feel like a loner. thats why i am excited to start school tomorrow! whoo hoo! hopefully things will get better. now i am off to a BBQ with real friends, whoo hoo BBQ! i am hungry!

i had a really good post all written up, then i tried to publish it and my internet gave out for like a second now i will have to write it all over again. and it was a fairly big post….sucky!

i will write it later.

i am glad that i am able to have friends that make me happy. yesterday was not the greatest day, i got some bad news. so i was kind of depressed all day. but after work i was able to hang out with my friends and they made me feel better. root beer floats and a movie. it was fun! i even skipped out on a friends birthday party to have root beer floats and a movie. i felt kind of bad, but im pretty sure i would not have had as much fun at the party.

so today i am very grateful for old, new and current friends.

I now feel like a real person in this world. I am movin’ on up in this life. I offically have my first credit card! ahhh! so now i can start working on my credit. whoo hoo! dont worry i will use it wisely!

yeah it has been a long time. But i just had the best summer ever and its still going well. whoo hoo!! im ready to start school and go on to new adventures.

it has been a while, but great news!!! the BYU jerusalem center is open for fall!! im totally going to apply and hopefully i will make it!! *crosses fingers*